I saw this on my friend's Facebook and I think it's really good:
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
Now things are falling back together for me and I'm really thankful. These days I've been a lot more religious, but I believe this is the right path for me. It's like the golden rule right? In a nutshell, you get what you give.... but I believe I still have a long way to go. I have a lot more to give.
BUT. When you make new friends, do you have to lose old friends? I really feel like my friends back home have forgotten all about me. I can make all the excuses that I want, but I can't help but feel like they really don't care anymore. All my other friends on exchange, they're always talking about skyping people back home and stuff like that, but my friends don't really bother me. Maybe they're just thinking that I'm too busy on exchange. Or maybe I just don't put in the effort. But why do I always have to be the one to put in the effort? Do you really miss me? I just don't know anymore. But I can't be emo now. I really shouldn't even be writing this post right now... I need to study.... Fudgeeeeeee! I'm SO screwed for my Spec exam! GRRRRRRR.
Sheepy out~ <3
PS. EXO K. OMG. SO GOOD~! Kai is like an amazing dancer! Wow! <3