Monday, October 29, 2012

I feel like I'm the type of person to push people away. I don't want to be like that. I want to change. Am I really intimidating? Why do boys or people in general seem scared to talk to me. I know I may seem a little distant myself, but that's just because I'm too shy to ever do anything. I am always too scared to be the one to talk first. So I'll wait until they talk to me first. I wish I wasn't like that..... But....Why can't other people just make the first move? Is that too much to ask for? I don't want to be alone forever. I'm tied of waiting but too scared to be brave. So what am I supposed to do? Someone please tell me.